The Butterfly Effect

So, how did I get set up as a lunatic who wanted a kidney removed for no apparent reason, suffering from Munchausen and deserving to die.

Bugger me Kitty, I think I help with that one

In 2015 I was referred to a hospital consultant due to a kidney problem. I had whammed that exit from my kidney and had a cyst on it. To say that I was treated like shit is an under statement. I have moderate hydronephrosis in my right kidney and the consultant told me I was born with it. I said no, look at my scans from 2000 where I was sent to a research project by my consultant Mr Nixon. Any problems would have been picked up then.

CAN’T FIND ANY REFERENCE TO THE RESEARCH PROJECT MR NIXON SENT ME ON.

Very odd, but didn’t twig.

The time before last that I was referred by my GP to a consultant was in 2000. I had had an accident at the gym and the first aider dropped me at A&E.
This was at Charing Cross Hospital and I made a fateful decision that day which I truly believe had the butterfly effect.

I decided that I wasn’t critically injured and entered the NHS drop in that used to be based next door to A&E. ” hours later they had diagnosed back and nerve damage and they sent me to A&E with a copy of my assessment – which I handed in – and the promise that I would be seen straight away and receive much needed pain relief.

God knows how much later a doctor approaches. I started to tell him what had happened, but then he started touching my leg and I lost the power of speech. Dr Le Blanc was an Adonis. I manage to tell him about my notes I had handed in and he left.
Great I thought. He’s reading my notes.
30 minutes later he came back and walked straight passed me. I managed to catch his attention some time later and he said there was nothing wrong. I stood and collapsed – he shouted – you probably sprained your ankle.

Went to GP and referred to consultant Mr Nixon.

NOW AT THIS POINT I DIDN’T KNOW IT WAS STANDARD MEDICAL PROCEDURE TO REMOVE SCANS WHEN CONSULTANTS HAVE BEEN MEDICALLY NEGLIGENT.

But, Mr Nixon forgot he had sent me on a test project at Hammersmith Hospital.
I had cancelled my MRI as he instructed. The test project was the earliest date.
As I hadn’t attended the second 20 minute MRI – as I had been through 3 hours of MRI scans and Hammersmith Hospital had also told me to cancel the second scan as “there was nothing that hadn’t been picked up in their scans,”
Mr Nixon discharged me.

A FEW MONTHS AGO I PULLED MY GP RECORDS AND THE REPORT FROM HAMMERSMITH HOSPITAL SHOWS THAT I HAD DAMAGED MY SPINE IN 4 PLACES.

HENCE, WHY IT NO LONGER EXIST ON MY CHARING CROSS MEDICAL RECORD.

OW, THE BUTTERFLY EFFECT AND HOW I SET MYSELF UP.

WELL, MR NIXON OBVIOUSLY THOUGHT I WOULD GO BACK TO MY GP AND BE REFERRED FOR MORE SCANS AND THIS WOULD COVER UP HIS NEGLIGENCE IN DISCHARGING ME WHEN I COULDN’T WALK.

UNFORTUNATELY, I HAD OTHER IDEAS.
I COLLECTED MY SCANS FROM IMAGING AND TOOK THAT TO A BACK SPECIALIST. HE COULDN’T USE THAM AND TOLD ME TO GO BACK TO CHARING CROSS HOSPITAL AND SEE MY CONSULTANT – MR NIXON, WHO HAD DISCHARGED ME, SO THAT HE COULD ASSESS THE SCANS. BASICALLY, NO ONE WANTED THE MRI SCANS, THEY WANTED THE CONSULTANTS REPORT.

I WAS GOING INTO CHARING CROSS, SPARODICALLY, FOR OVER 2 MONTHS. EACH TIME I TOOK THE SCANS IN THEY REFUSED TO TAKE THEM TO BE ASSESSED. I TRIED TO HAND OVER MY NIXON’S REFERRAL LETTER ALONG WITH THE SCANS. NO ONE WOULD LOOK AT THEM. I KEPT GOING BACK AS THE SCANS WERE NO USE TO ME WITHOUT THE CONSULTANTS REPORT.

HINDSIGHT IS A WONDERFUL THING AND EACH TIME I WENT BACK WITH MY MRI’S – I

WAS NAILING MY COFFIN A LITTLE MORE. I HAD BEEN SET UP AS A FANTASIST WHO AD SOMEHOW GOT MRI’S BUT THESE COULDN’T BE ANYTHING TO DO WITH MY CONSULTANT AS HE SAID HE HADN’T SENT ME ON THEM.

THE FACT NO ONE WOULD TAKE THE SCANS, OR EVEN LOOK AT THEM, INDICATES HOW SET UP I WAS AT THE TIME.

IN THE END I LEFT THE SCANS ON THE DESK AND WALKED OUT.

THEN SECURITY CHASED ME AND GAVE THEM BACK.

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